6 posts tagged “life”

10 Run Wake up
20 GoTo Work
30 Input Food
40 GoTo Bed
50 GoTo 10

I answer it and I recognise my verve, my motivation my get up an go... it has got up and returned. I ask it where it has been but it isn't very forthcoming, here and there is all that I can be sure of. I wonder whether it has come to stay or whether this is a mere flying visit. Again the answer is vague and so it is back to the chair. I sit back down, inviting my motivation to join me. We sit and stare at the fire and watch the embers crackle and fade.

Mmm well, a whole lot of things. Sorry if this post takes a while to write as I am under the influence of vodka and bitter lemon, quite nice too.

But first things first, Happy new year to you all if i don't get here before then.

Well, I got my very own copy of 7 habits of highly effective people so now I have no excuse not to be who I am meant to be. I also got Harry Potter 6 - nope still hadn't read it yet. I got the second series of Dr Who on DVD which is great even if not as good as series one (OK, sorry I know it isn't really series one and two, but I lost track of all the originals). Bought myself the latest James Herbert book - Secrets of Crickley Hall - time to scare myself stupid.

And also got myself a couple of USB flash drives so I can finally get (hopefully, I haven't done it yet and i'll wait until I sober up before I try and download) firefox to work at work - typical as I'm not there till February.

That's about it for the moment - love to you all

I have been very bsy this week and actually every week it seems. I am always complaining that I am not getting done what I would like to do, and this week has been no different. However, I sat down last night after spending a couple of hours on the PC creating some music and realised thast over the last few weeks I have created about three to four basic tracks. Now these are nowhere near being ready to greet the general public but I was simply stunned by how far I had got. Perhaps i am not as busy as I think I am eg too busy to do what I want to do. Anyhow, I'll post the tracks here as soon as they are reasonably ready (Elcetro boy returns again LOL)

In other news I am still hoping to get to take my six weeks sabbatical in Jnauary, which means from the end of next week, I'll be off work for almost two months - now that sounds good, but I am not holding my breath yet, a lot to do before then.

Cardiacs gig was great

NaNoWriMo is way behind

Weather is dull and overcast

Meeting this afternoon

Work is not too far behind, just about on schedule

I love you all

Well for those who know me it seems this is always how I feel. I suppose most of it is down to the extreme pressure I've been under the past couple of years. Both financially and personally... still things are getting better, at least they seem to be until the next problem comes along.

Recently the problems seem to come from other people either not doig what they are supposed to do or simply not doing things becasue they are incompetent. Which leads me onto things that i worry about. I tend to spend far too much time worrying about things I have no control over, this in turn leads me to not doing what i should and can be doing; in other words I become incompetent at the things I can do.

However, I do seem to be organising myself much better and that has made a huge impact on my work life. i now have to do the same sort ofthings in my home life, although a lot of what i do at home is geared to one day being able to work for myself. This in turn leads me to my other fear, that of failure, which often paralyses me from taking chances and doing what I should and can do.

So... off to organise, plan and do :-)